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Entry tags:
- angry and venting,
- being a superhero ain't easy,
- c: castor,
- c: cloud,
- c: cross,
- c: free,
- c: gene,
- c: ghost,
- c: qi,
- c: youth,
- c: zombie,
- censorship is hardcore,
- cross is gonna kill me,
- evil overlord,
- fuck you sphere,
- not among my brightest ideas,
- not the most competent hero,
- pissing off the npcs,
- slowly losing it,
- the more you know
Sixth Rerun - Sometimes you gotta lose to win
[Suddenly, the page containing this entry appears completely blacked out, as if dipped in a vat of ink!]
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This is
himthem, whoever, someone. They hate seeing this kind of dissension. It's not discontent in general, do you get it? People can hate the tribbles or the disaster of the week, or bad hair--hating this place and wanting out. Regaining yourself. Shit like that? That's what gets you in trouble.And every time we conform we're giving in. Letting The Man win. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of playing nice. They can ink my words out just the same fucking way they can black out our memories, or kill us at will, but I'm not running away anymore.
I just... haven't figured out what to do past that.
strikes after 30 seconds, because Gene's not feeling as open as Dash, tonight.
You act like dissension has to be about being obvious. You're a big pop culture buff, right? Never watched a spy or a revolution movie? They wouldn't have exactly gotten far if they'd been blatant about their intentions, now would they?If this is the sort of thing you choose and you can't be talked out of it, then I hope it does what you're looking for. And maybe figuring out a plan of action for that 'what to do past that' wouldn't hurt either.
Following suit because maybe he has some sense in there
Yeah... I know. But that doesn't work entirely either. Two of my best friends were sneaky as hell but the minute they really started to try and figure shit out they disappeared. Only one came back and he doesn't remember any of it.I'm just. Tired.
Hooray for vestigal sense. sense.
...Damn, that's tough.
I guess the thing of it is, having some discretion gives you a better chance, but there's never really guarantee.
Considering the way this place works and wears on people, I can't say I'm surprised. Still sorry to hear it.